The DemonS Within

Through our day we fight with the outside world, we fight for wt we want, fight against who's attacking us, fight to be heard, during all that struggle we forget that there are things inside us that are struggling too, are shouting, shifting, shaping.

We get caught up defending ourselves that we forget to immunize ourselves against our closest enemIES, which is wt lies within us, whatever it is, sometimes we are our greatest enemies, so careful who you're fighting, and careful which battle you choose to lose

Piece Of Cake

Comes to my mind times when a person needs aid

Physical, mental, or emotional, or any kind,

Then you think, "Who might I call for help?? No I wont call for help, I can do this on my own, I don't need anyone, it's POC and I can manage, then the load becomes heavier, and you think, that's the test, I need to work harder, to show what I’m really made of, then it gets tougher and tougher, and you may or may not be able to finish strong, this is not the point here, the point here is:

Do you know it’s okay to ask for help?? And if you do know it, Do you know how to ask for it? Do you know when to ask for help? Do you know who to ask for help?

Cause it matters who you ask, cause depending on the who, the following questions will be answered fast and easily,

And asking for help is not the only problem, but accepting the hand offered to you, or the essential words said to you for the situation, or even receiving a hug, or just the listening ear, or the comprehending mind, all those could and would be offered to you, and all you have to do is know who to ask, and know how to receive, it's all a Piece Of Cake, so enjoy it =)

Find Me

Love you more than you'll ever know
so there I left you on your own
But I shouldn't have left you
to face this world alone

Find me,
lost without you here
Find me,
drowning without you dear
Find me somewhere,
where I can be with you

Off on your own
struggling to get what the world won't offer
still the world is fight you
still you have to suffer
thinking about where you belong

Find you,
staring blindly at your life
Find you,
loathing to death yourself
Find you,
to be somewhere we belong

All of your life, you tried to be with me
All of my life, I tried to hold you dear

Letting go was the hardest to do,
Just on me & not for you
so i'll leave
And if I have to break then myself i'll break
to stop taunting my life with your fucking ache

Just Have Faith =)

It’s when everything is so dark

And the tunnel seems to be endless with no way back

When what could be wasn't done,

And now you're faced with your fate

When you need to finish to start all over again

When it's the dead end you were afraid to reach & now you're stuck for another year

When you're battery is about to die & you have to wait for some more

When you're being judged for who you are

And disrespected and disdained for what you believe

When you ask to not be alone, and everyone leaves you

Know then that you're not alone, and know who to turn to =)

transparently transparent

Transparent, to see right through or to never see, it's both ways if you ask me

to not know what's there to start with, till it vanishes into thin air

to know exactly what there is, with every detail exposed for everyone else to see

are you a prism-like, changing what's falling and hitting you,

do you change it into something beautiful, or something else

so how do you look, and how do you see, 

which one do you see, and who you are when you're seen

Give It A Shot

What is it that keeps us from trying, not persisting, but beginning, what catches our attention? What is it that makes us move? what makes us try something new, something we’re not going to finish it,  -humor me-, something that is not to be completed no matter what. Are we so focused and concentrated that we don’t have time or energy for something else, something new, or do we fear going down into a new road,

I’d say try, then try, then when you know there’s no other way around try, fail and try, get to go half way through, not even half way, get to take one step, even if that will be all you make, but take the step, take a chance even though you know there’s nothing else to be done.

0.01 %

You're giving your best, and you're working hard, you start getting tired, and would like some time off, but still you haven't reached your 0 % , still there's that small part of you that wants to work.
you're tired, you need to rest, you have to rest to recharge to your full capacity, but it's that small percent that makes you still go on, not as hard, not recharged, but somehow moving on.
you're thinking: " Do I need to reach that level?" well the point is, whenever there's still a part in you that still have even a femto-amount of energy, it won't let you rest, you're still gonna work, you'll find out that you're still working.