Your Life, Your Limits

You are person with your own rules, your limits, your codes that guides you through your life, and sure yours differ from anyone's, so when you meet with someone whose rules are so different than yours, and you have to work on a common ground, but you cant compromise cause, any compromise you make will be a change in who you are, a change that you may not be ready or willing to do, and why is it that you have to change, why cant the person accept you as you are, with your rules and your limits, it's not like you're applying your rules on them, it's more likely on yourself. So why try to force your rules on others, and not trying to accept that they are not the same.

Stubborn?

Is it some sort of persistence?

Or there's like a limit to persistence that after which it becomes stubbornness?

Or is it below the limit.

Do you think that trying and trying would eventually get you where you want, or would you better know what to try for?

Are some battles meant to be lost?

Are some fights meant to be doomed?

What are you willing to give up in order to achieve the goal that you're stubbornly trying to reach

The way I see it is banging your head against the wall, knowing that eventually the wall will break, but let me ask you at what cost does it break?

What Is Fear?

Is it a necessity for living, is it a basic instinct that forms who we are, that defines us at times, and forms us at others, a development of us versus nature.

So is it normal to have fears, most people if not all will say yes, it is totally normal,

But what kind of fear? I mean there are types of fears, there must be, and there are also degrees of fear too,

So the type that freezes you in the middle of situations, is that good, is that occasionally good?? Is it categorized good at all? Or does it depend on the situation in the first place, and what about the kind of fear that prevents you from taking a chance, to leap into the unknown, is that good, occasionally good, is it categorized good at all?

And how about the fear that would make you think over your decision, over and over till there are no options left unconsidered, no possibility left unexamined, so that whenever something happen, it has already been thought of.

So now, which fear is okay, fear of the unknown, or fear of the known

Life is So unfair

When life gives you good things, and I’m saying REAALLY good things, like it's treating you for all the bad you may have gone through or go through, and I am not being sarcastic

But of course there had to be a catch, and the catch is that you're given all at the same time, and you've gotta choose, or better say, you're gonna let go of things that you've been waiting for, you're gonna have to choose to lose something you've been waiting for, just because you're gonna get something else that you wanted, which pretty much sucks and is a buzz kill and very hard to do.

A Choice of Chance

You create a chance, then you're trying to choose which direction should you choose in the chance you've created, cause both directions seem to be fine for your experience, and at the same time you will end up with a certain amount of knowledge that you require to complete your life with, so now instead of focusing on the choices you have, you focus all your attention on the fact that you have a choice you've gotta make, a decision that you'll take, and you get lost from the directions you've already had set before, so you centralize yourself and try to figure out, which way to take, wishing to not have to take that chance you made, cause even if you didn't, you'd still make a hell of a way in your life.

Moving In A Fast Car

Have you ever got your head out of a fast moving car, okay, not your head for safety measures, let's say your hand, have you felt the air resistance to your hand, how it shapes it like you're holding a knob, or how it's moving your fingers like your playing a musical instrument, then once you get your hand inside, you feel some sort of numbness, and just as you start regaining sensation in your arm, you push it outside your window because you missed the touch of air on your skin, and your hands feels like chocking without the window of air, have you watched the goose bumps appearing on your hand cause you started to feel chilly from the cold air, have you imagined your figures running on the highway next to you, and the faster you go the better the feeling of flying.

Payback's A *itch

We’re good people, we rise above whatever bad things may happen, no matter who says what we have to rise and not sink to that level, sure sure, but have you ever tried revenge? They say it is even best served cold. 

I used to see revenge as a time consuming worthless plan, where you spend your energy and time setting up someone who you no more care about, who once made you miserable, and you want to make an example out of him for others to see. 

Recently I got to see how revenge can be awesome but when you apply it on someone you care about your relationship with, someone that needs to learn a lesson the hard way, cause it seems to be the only way that will get through to.

Just a few tips, decide when you want the plan to end, and don't give in till the lesson is learnt, and be sure you'll go all the way through, and last but not least be careful cause you may end up losing that person, but hey no pain no gain.

Verbs

There’s no way you're passing your day doing nothing,

There’s always something being done, you're breathing, your heart is beating and you're living. Therefore you're doing something, just think about it. You maybe writing something to remember for another time, or listening to something that would make life easier, you maybe doing some sport to be fit or as an outlet, you maybe going for a walk to clear out your mind, you maybe thinking, teaching, learning, inspiring, being inspired, going somewhere, helping someone, reading a book, ANYTHING, but when you think you're doing nothing, what you're doing is wasting time.

You Reap What You Sow

I wanted to say try doing something that you hate, simply because there are many things that you'll have to do that you don't like to, but you'll have to in order to move forward in your life, I was gonna talk about, how hard it is, but you should do it anyway,

Well, today I have been in that position, and I did something that… well I wont place that on my top like to do list. But the thing is, my attitude toward doing this thing, I knew that I was doing something that I hated, and I’ve done it anyway, cause it was for the greater good, but the outcome didn't taste as good, and it didn't bring the happiness it was supposed to cause, so instead I am saying, ENJOY doing something that you don't like, and do it like you like it, no do it and like it, then the output will meet more than your expectations, so again ENJOY doing whatever you are doing, it's the only way to get a great result =)

Tears

         Your eyes are filled with tears, who of us doesn't get there, we all have those emotional moments where an available outlet is our eyes, words seems to not be enough, hell they seem to be unable to comprehend what we're going through, so instead our eyes are the outlet.

There are various types of tears;

         There are the sadness tears: which are said to be the best relief for upset people

         There are the emotional tears: which are produced when the situation is so filled with emotion (as the name describes)

         The Happiness tears: on hearing something extremely great that makes you ecstatic

                                                                                         And my own favorite tear: the laughing till crying tears, where laughing doesn't becomes the only option you have, you're spilling out sounds of laughter and water from your eyes, gross stuff from your nose, and wanna go to the bathroom, and you can't stand still in your place, or sit in your chair, it's when your world vibrates and you cant see because you're laughing so hard, these in my opinion are the best kind of tears

A Daily Thought

People usually write about being hurt and betrayed, about giving their best and getting nothing in return, about understanding others without being understood, about loving unconditionally and receiving nothing, about being honest, direct, funny, cute, and every nice thing there is to be thought of, but just a second, if everyone is so perfect then who's hurting, and who's betraying, who's lying and deceiving, who's underestimating others, have we all became angels, have the devils cut their tongues and hands that's why we don't see or hear anything from them.

We all have our inner demons the ones that we never talk about whatever they are, we prefer to only see the good in ourselves, and subsequently we victimize ourselves, we don't seem to notice when we hurt anyone, we say it's not intended, we let ourselves off the hook easily, while for others we count overstep they take, now what the hell is with that??

من كان منكم بلا خطيئه‪………

Everyone Is Fighting Their Own Battle

When you're facing trouble, you feel like it's the weight of the world on your shoulder, and you ask for a helping hand, and that helping hand starts to help, but then that hand stops, and gets involved with something else,

So you rethink, and you shout, haven't I already explained my situation, I need some understanding, I need some sort of comfort, and you demand for your rights, the rights you claimed from the beginning of your troubles.

But wait a minute; as much as you need to take shouldn't you be giving too? shouldn't you be helping others too, or do you need to concentrate on yourself and nobody and nothing else?..

So before you ask to be understood please try to understand your limits and that others are also fighting throughout their day

Driving Below 90

I was in a taxi in a tunnel, and we were fast, but then there was that car that was driving slower than everyone, after 5 minutes we managed to pass by it, that situation reminded me when I used to drive and see that every single car was racing next to me, and then I notice the speed limit was less than I already was driving

So I asked myself, was I right to abide to the signs, or should I not care and move fast like everyone else, so that no one would say that my driving stinks!!!!

I weighted the 2 options in my head

1. Driving fast:

         a. I love the speed

         b. No one will curse at me 

2. Driving slow:

         a. Mum (who's always next to me) will be satisfied

         b. I’m not breaking the law (which is sth I like to do)

So after 2 seconds debating, I decided to drive by speed limit, only because I like to make my mum happy.

But the question remains, if doing the wrong thing is flowing with the stream, then would you do what's wrong or will you do the right no matter what you'll hear or see. 

Great people will SCREW you over

I’ve tried to write this in way too many ways, I’ve tried an intro, and I’ve tried to tell the story behind the conclusion, but finally I’m deciding to give it a rest and say it directly

“I DISLIKE THE GREAT PEOPLE I’VE BEEN SPENDING TIME WITH” it’s because of you that now I can't tolerate people who are fairly ordinary, people who have no mission, or vision, people who’s only concern and goals in life list under my “ARE YOU SEROUS list” you’ve raised my standards so high to people who I spend time with, people who I have fun with, so thanks, YES THANK YOU for making me make something useful of my time, value it and stop wasting it, so for the third time THANK YOU.

Human 2.0

I used to listen to people talk about who they are,

and it sounded like they are talking about someone else, or someone who may resemble them in a vague way, but still, no judgment

so I find out that they are talking about themselves as how they perceive it should be, as how they want it to be, and that image that they talk about eventually become the person they really are, and every little detail is enhanced a million time, and every flaw they wanted to minimize now doesn't look like it one day existed.

that's the image they want to be, and that is the image they became by working on it and trying to be it, inside out

They believed to be who they wanted to be, and eventually they became themselves enhanced and upgraded

A Half Empty Can Of Tuna

Before it came I objected its presence, and due to that I spent the following days not coping with the fact that its presence is a reality and I am accepting it,

And though I started having fun, it kept feeling like a load, and I didn't want anything to do with it, and I’ve always wished for it to go away, and tried to avoid the responsibility as much as I could, as it was not mine to start with.

Time passed and that constant pain was never fading, instead it kept on growing, louder and it was present everywhere that it was SERIOUSLY hard to ignore, so you try to cope

But then out of the sudden it went away, with no clear warning it went away, so I start to miss it and realize how uncaring I was toward that pain, how I could have dealt with it and made the days better, and how that neglecting it made it worse, and made it go away

So now I feel like I’ve contributed to it's unhappy departure, broken and sad, and I regret being the reason of that.

A Thought

A simple 30 degree may look like an extreme 150 degree angle

That is how perspective can alter from the one side to another 

So what you may think like a nothing to you, can mean a whole world to another person

That is probably because people value things in life differently

You may give someone a lift because he was on your way, and it makes no difference to you, but at the same time that lift was to somewhere VERY critical to that other person, and so the other way around, you may go out of your ways just to please someone who wouldn't even notice or appreciate it, 

So you don't have to go over lengths to satisfy a friend, or to be okay with anyone, just know what makes a difference to them and do it

In other words, give them what they need, not what you want

First Disney Movie

Have you ever watched snow-white?? We all know the story but have you ever watched the cartoon? I don't think that anyone would be able to fully watch the first 10 minutes, which also include the credits, but I managed to watch the first 30 minutes, of course using the fast forward button ALOT.

What started my annoyance was Snow white singing by the well, wishing for her love,

Then the part where she was running in the forest, scaring herself from everything, and imagining stuff that scared her more, last point I reached was when she got to the dwarfs home, and intruded to their lives, and started making the animals work.

Now let's take each action apart, shall we.

First wishing doesn't get you anywhere without hard work, you don't just wish for things to happen, but you work your way into making it happen

Second point, if only she took the time to calm herself and walk calmly in the forest she wouldn't have fallen into the lake or frightened as much as she frightened herself

Third when cleaning the house of strangers, why make others do the job that you need to do in order to be accepted by the dwarfs, you should do your own work by yourself.

So the point is, don't just wish, work hard, and by work hard, I don't mean make others work hard, but you yourself have to work hard and don't get carried away when you're scared, cause it will be all in vain =)

BTW I slept before I got to the apple part, I was too bored to stay to watch that =D =P

They Brought It To Their selves

It astounds me when people cut in line for any excuse specially the old ones, it's like hellooooo isn't there a line that we should follow, an order to keep, or else it would be a pre-chaos and then they refuse and get depressed when they are treated differently, so you may think I’m insensitive, cruel, hard-hearted, inconsiderate, or even rude, but it still remains as the truth, if an old man, or a handicapped uses his difference to his benefit, then that person should definitely not wonder why people would treat him differently, in a bad, or a better day, after all ...

Greyness

What's not right is wrong, and what's wrong is forbidden, and you , you will be judged for passing through that grey area, you'll be marked for life for stepping in that grey area. cause in their eyes, what's not right is wrong, and is consequently forbidden, with no grey areas where you can try and err,
okay that is seriously ANNOYING,

So what is not right doesn't mean that it is wrong, and what is wrong can't always turn out to be forbidden, everything is open to discussion and negotiation, where there's no absolute but one truth, and you should enjoy the grey area as far as it extends and you should make the best of it without heading toward the darkness of the black, cause it's there where you learn to differentiate between the blackness and the whiteness of your actions, and only then you will learn your life.

Lookin Up The Top

It's nice to hit the ground and start digging, cause only then, when you decide to stop and look up, you'll see the difference. You'll see by falling into little pieces each piece and know what was missing, you'll get to go through every single little detail again, to see what's going on, and you'll know what went wrong, and then you'll realize, the bless you were in, and you'll appreciate your time during it, and you'll distinguish between where you were, and where you are, and where you wanna be

Cause it's only on your way down that you'll realize what you need to do to go back up, and you'll do it better than you thought you could or would.