Wt if

Wt if doing your best is not the answer?, Wt if to be a perfect team, you need to do less that your perfect performance?, Wt if to reach your destination fast, you need to slow down?, Wt if in order to win the war you have to lose some battles?

Now....,  

Wt if doing you best is not enough?, Wt if you had to go out of your way to reach your destination?, wt if you had to step outside your zone of comfort?, and stay outside it for a long while?, Wt if after giving your all you need to give some more?.

Wt if there was no right way? Wt if there was no way?, Wt if you never existed? Wt if you where never really there? Wt if…..?

IF

It may come to you on its own but not so frequently, cause it needs not following, but searching for and even stalking, it asks for your attention and your constant inspection and concentration, you need a lot of work to achieve it, then even harder after you get it, cause Inspiration is like imagination, they both need hard work to see their output in reality

The great composer does not set to work because he is inspired, but becomes inspired because he is working.  Beethoven, Wagner, Bach and Mozart settled down day after day to the job in hand with as much regularity as an accountant settles down each day to his figures.  They didn't waste time waiting for inspiration.  ~ Ernest Newman

We should be taught not to wait for inspiration to start a thing.  Action always generates inspiration.  Inspiration seldom generates action.  ~ Frank Tibolt

I Miss Those Days

Nowadays everyone talks, everyone has an opinion about everything, I don't mind that, but what I mind is that people are copying others' opinions and pasting them as theirs, not only that, but now nobody knows when to shut up, people are talking out of their a****, and now everybody is concerned about being heard that they forgot that they need to listen more than they talk, and think more than we do both.

Sometimes I wish they'd tag words with price, so that each word would cost, imagine you'd have to pay for each word you say, people would wait for the word sale, where they can say 3 words for the price of 2, and they'll think more than once before they open their mouth, and they'll search for the right word to say, and the flow of words would be better, easier, and maybe musical.....

The Can of Can =)

Today my mum bought Nescafé, but to my surprise it had a gift with it, a can, so my sister took it to leave it in the kitchen, to be used as a sugar container, or any sort or container, I found myself asking mum if she needs it, she asked me do I want it, and said yes, my sister then asked me what am I gonna do with it, I replied that I may use it as a pen holder, so after I left it in front of me for like 15 min in which I was studying, I came up with an idea, I have like 3 Pringles cans that I use as pen holders, of I stuff them with the little stuff that I don't wanna lose, so, for this can I was gonna put in it clips of papers, containing many stuff that I will write, motivating stuff, to do stuff, to be stuff.

Maybe one day I’ll pick up a paper saying kiss your sister, or hug your mum, or dance on the music that is playing in your mind, call an old friend, stuff I can do, stuff I'd like to do but am lacking the courage to do, or "it's never too late", or "Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted count", and the list can go on all night long.

So here I am opening the can, and putting inside my first piece of paper =)

Dead Beat

You wake up, you do what you need to be doing - study, work, communicate, develop...etc. - sometimes you put in some extra effort that by the end of the day you're so tired you can't see 2 inches in front of you, that you search for the bed to sleep. And by morning you hate that you tired yourself so much the previous day.

What do I want?? I wanna go to bed everyday worn out, and ready to drop, I want everyday to be exhausting, I wanna do more than just my best, I wanna achieve what I thought I wouldn't, what I believed I couldn't, I wanna be the max of me.

And it's not just physically, but mentally and emotionally, I wanna love my the people who deserve to receive my love the most, I wanna study as hard as I can, I wanna dance till my appendix or whatever it is that hurts, hurt like never before, I wanna go and help anyone anywhere anyhow, so yes, by the end of the day I wish to be a dead beat, and to also can't wait till I wake again.

Delta

how do you determine it's presence?

is it by the way that you start look at things

or by the way you react toward things

do you even feel it taking place, or you feel it when it's done

so was it because you needed to, or you wanted to, or you had to

is it genuine, superficial or temporary

is it always internally, or sometimes it's just externally

how do you evaluate it

if it was for the better

or have you became worse

which is better

to start with yourself alone, or do you include others with you

do you reach out for help, or you go on your own

would you do a lot of small deeds, or a few big deeds

would you affect many people superficially, or would you affect few deeply

what is your scale to anything that you do

how do you keep track of the delta

A Couple Of Friends Growing Apart

*This is something I wrote about 2 of my friends who were friends, so to avoid the confusion, i labelled them (A) & (B)*

You’re (A) afraid that you’ll lose it

You’ll (B) think that he’s losing it

But the truth is that you’re both losing it

You’re actually both afraid to be lost

So instead you (B) keep on forgetting

& You (A) keep on forgoing

So stop, cause you’re only hurting each other

And you’re also hurting others

On the route where you’ve cut one another

When your worlds finally meet

You (A) get scared & get down on your knees

& You (B) begin turning away

From the thing that lightens your way

I shouldn’t stop there and watch you (A) drown

But you froze my powers before I came into town

I can only watch you (A) from a far distance

Watching him (B) being resistant

To of all your shit that keeps you (A) in the dark

Trying to bring an end to your (A) miserable heart

I wish I could be there for you two

But you froze me (A)

& You left me too (B)