Dead Beat

You wake up, you do what you need to be doing - study, work, communicate, develop...etc. - sometimes you put in some extra effort that by the end of the day you're so tired you can't see 2 inches in front of you, that you search for the bed to sleep. And by morning you hate that you tired yourself so much the previous day.

What do I want?? I wanna go to bed everyday worn out, and ready to drop, I want everyday to be exhausting, I wanna do more than just my best, I wanna achieve what I thought I wouldn't, what I believed I couldn't, I wanna be the max of me.

And it's not just physically, but mentally and emotionally, I wanna love my the people who deserve to receive my love the most, I wanna study as hard as I can, I wanna dance till my appendix or whatever it is that hurts, hurt like never before, I wanna go and help anyone anywhere anyhow, so yes, by the end of the day I wish to be a dead beat, and to also can't wait till I wake again.